Nana lit a candle on 6th September, 2008:

I've been missing you today so so so much baby !!!!! I did not have a good day at all, please help me to be a lil bit stronger .... I really miss you !!!!!! too much lil man.
I love you and miss you...and I send you bunches of hugs and kisses.
Nana

Nana lit a candle on 31st August, 2008:

I love you and miss you so much lilman !!!!!!!
Hugs and kisses from your Nana

Austin Lucas's Mommy Linsey lit a candle on 27th August, 2008:

hello little one. I'm sorry it has been a while but i have not forgot about you. I hope you are doing well and helping your mommy, daddy and nana stay strong. I know how much they miss you. I can see it in the candles your Nana lights for you. Stay close to your family and send them down lots of hugs with your beautiful little angel wings.

Nana lit a candle on 21st August, 2008:

Hello sweetheart !!!!just stopped for a minute to say Hi to you and tell you I LOVE U so much and that you are the light of my life even though you are not here and you always will.
Hugs and Kisses for my lil Man.
Nana

Nana lit a candle on 18th August, 2008:

Hi baby boy !!!! how are you my angel?
Here we are waiting for a hurricane....
papi....push it away from us please ???
don't let aybody get hurt......
I love you so much and miss you every single moment of the day and even when I am sleeping...I know that because you are so so present in my life.
I send you hug and kisses for my lil man.
I miss you baby boy

Austin Lucas's Mommy Linsey lit a candle on 16th August, 2008:

Hello Handsome Just wanting to stop by and see you. I hope you and Austin Are having fun in heaven together. I bet you have made so many angel friends by now. You stay close to your family Felipe I know just how much they miss you. have sweet dreams to night baby boy.

Nana lit a candle on 9th August, 2008:

Hi my love, here I am with you, today is your Mommy's birthday, they went to have some fun with her family and I am glad for that....I am having a special dinner for her tonight and a chocolate cake. I was invited to go with them but I like to be home, the dogs keep me busy and you know I love to have the house all clean and nice and with them it's kind of hard since they get into everything, they are always playing.
I wish you were here lil man, I miss you so much. When are you coming to visit me ? I want to dream every night with you. I love you and I love you again and again.
Kisses and hugs from your Nana

Nana lit a candle on 7th August, 2008:

Hi my little angel, how are you ? I know you are doing very good up there in Heaven, I wish I was there with you !!!!!! I miss you so much lil man and every day I think of how would you look today at almost 8 months and just to think of it, breaks my heart ... more than it's been since you left. There is not a day that goes by that I don't think about you, everything reminds you, my baby grandson, the joy of my life. I remember when everybody was sleeping, I would sneak in your Mommy and Daddy's room just to go and see you sleeping, just to look at your precious lil face and I would stay there for a long time !!!!!!
I send you million of kisses and hugs and could you please tell Austin to send her Mommy one in my name ????
I love you baby angel
Nana

Nana lit a candle on 4th August, 2008:

Hello lil man....before I go to sleep I came to tell you how much I love and miss you, every day, every minute .... I just want to hold you, hug you and kiss you. I would give anything to have you in my arms ... I love you so very much and miss you too much. Please stay close to us, we need you baby boy !!!!!
Rest in peace with all your lil angels friends.
I love you for ever and ever.
Your Nana

Nana lit a candle on 29th July, 2008:

Hi lil man ... Today wasn't a good day for me .... I just miss you so much baby !!!! while I work I think of you every second and I get so sad because I just cannot believe you are gone. I think and I think why you ?????? you were the joy of my every day life .....
I miss you and love you more every day.
I love you my sweetheart.
Nana

Nana lit a candle on 25th July, 2008:

Hello baby boy, I am so sorry I haven't been here these past days but I have been very busy and I end my day very late and so tired, like now ...it's 1:34am and just finished cleaning the garage and also lil angel I don't feel very good, my arms hurt very bad, I think it's because of the humidity because when I was in Mexico I felt really good, no pain at all, weather there is very dry. Right now I am writing to you and I have your picture in front of me, the pencil holder your Mama made for me with your pictures.

Yesterday we went to your Mommy's school to visit your Magnolia tree, the one teachers planted for you when you became an angel, it's growing and has 2 beautiful white flowers and pictures of you hanging on it, you look so precious baby !!!!!! I miss you my lil boy so very much ... you are always in my heart and thoughts ..... I love you lil Felipe.
Your Nana

Nana lit a candle on 20th July, 2008:

Hi my lil guy, kisses and millions of kisses for my baby grandson who I love so very much and I miss every single moment of the day. Baby boy, I just wish you were here. Love you forever and ever with all my heart.
Nana

Nana lit a candle on 17th July, 2008:

Hi my baby boy, I did not stop by to light you a candle because I was in Mexico visiting your greatgrandparents and I also was with your cousins and uncles. Always at night I looked at the sky looking for the shiniest star and that was you mi papito lindo. I talked to you and I know you were there watching over us. I love you and miss you so so so much, and I am back now so we will be in touch every night as we always do. Love you with all my heart papi.
Your Nana

Nana lit a candle on 4th July, 2008:

Baby boy I love you always forever and ever and miss you with all my heart.
Nana

Nana lit a candle on 29th June, 2008:

Hi my lil Felipe, how are you baby...
I know you are well and happy but I would love to have you down here with me, your Daddy and Mommy. We miss you too much. I go very often to visit your grave and just sit there and listen to the birds sing and feel the breeze. I look up to the sky and it's like like I want to find your face in between the clouds, that beautiful smiling face looking down. I try to find you everywhere, I want to feel your presence around me...I know you are here.....I just miss your little face against mine, I used to kiss you always in your head and kept you very close to me....what a precious feeling my love and all those feelings went with you...you have part of me with you in Heaven and I feel happy because of that. I love you lil man and you will be always the love of my life. Can't wait to see you again papi.
Love you always, forever and ever.
Nana

Nana lit a candle on 28th June, 2008:

Hi my lil angel, how are you baby boy.... I bet you are so happy in Heaven...we miss you here so much, I do terribly. Papi lindo I think about you all the time. We are going out of town to visit your great grandparents with your Daddy and Mommy, so I won't be able to light a candle for you during those days, but I am taking you with me, I know that because I know you will be around us anywhere we are. My heart is yours, you know that and your Nana always love you.
Kisses and hugs for you baby angel.
Nana

Nana lit a candle on 24th June, 2008:

Hi my baby angel, how are you tonite.... I am doing okay today, I've
been busy doing things around the house and went to Bradenton to a special place where I was able to find a Pet Store where they have all kind of different stuffs for dogs, they even have for horses. It's a huge store.
Now I am here taking a brake and letting you know I miss you and love you more than anybody in this world.
You are my LOVE.
Kisses and Hugs for my little Prince.
Nana

Nana lit a candle on 21st June, 2008:

Again my baby I am having trouble with your Memorial, but it's ok because I am doing it again. I will finish it soon.
probably tomorrow.
How is my handsome little angel, my Guardian Angel....who I miss so much and love him with all my heart. I just wish you were here with us little man, I miss kissing you and holding you, life is so empty without you. I always think what you be doing by now at 6 months .....
Love you baby boy so much and I send you all my love.
Your nana that loves you more than anything.

Nana lit a candle on 19th June, 2008:

Hi little Felipe, the love of my life !!!!!! my baby, I went to day to your grave to arrange your flowers since was so windy and I thought maybe the were all messed up...they were not that much but I arrange them anyway. I am here my baby boy missing you and loving you all day and all night even when I am sleeping. I feel better though, I think my angel is making me stronger every day. Love you so much
baby !!!!
Kisses and hugs for my special grandson.
I love you and I miss you lil man.
Your Nana

Nana lit a candle on 17th June, 2008:

Hi my beautiful angel baby !!!! I miss you papi so much, you know already the good news but I want your Mommy to tell you ..... you are going to be very happy about it, I know that.
My lil man, I think so much of you, I ahve you always in my mind. I wanted to go to your grave today but it was kind of late and I don't like to go by myself when is dark ..... some weird people walk through there making shortcuts, that's why. So tomorrow afteer work, I'll go and visit. I will take probably my Journal and write a little bit so at the same time I will make you company. I love you so much and miss you little man.
Send you as always all the kisses you can find in Heaven along with millions of HUGS.
I love you Felipito lindo.
Nana

Nana lit a candle on 14th June, 2008:

Hi my baby angel...how are you in that beautiful place, I bet you are having lots of fun with your angels friends....we miss you here very much papi, we just came back from your grave mi lindo, we sat with your Guelito under the tree and just stay there for a while. Guelito misses you very much mijo, please take care of him...okay my baby boy ? and you know that I miss you more than the whole world, you were my whole world and now I feel so empty without you, but I know I will see you again and I will hug you and kiss you until you tell me...Nana !!!!
Stop !!!!!
I love you my love and as always I send you the rest of my heart with lots of kisses and hugs.
Your Nana loves yuo and misses you soooooooooo much.
Talk to you tomorrow my baby.
Nana adores you

Dina Castillo (Filomena Milillo's daughter) lit a candle on 12th June, 2008:

Hi Angel Felipe,

I pray your family is doing ok..Keep close to them everyday..They really need you.

Rest in Peace Felipe..

I continue to keep you in my thoughts and Prayers,
God Bless you all !!!

Nana lit a candle on 10th June, 2008:

Hola mijo hermoso !!! estuve un dia creo sin prenderle una velita a mi corazoncito, lo que pasa es que he estado limpiando la casa y aun me queda bastante. Are you having fun with your little angels friends? did you tell them about your Daddy ??? I bet you feel really proud of him, finally mi amorcito your Daddy graduated. I am also very proud of him. Is very late right now so tomorrow when I come back from work I'll light you another candle and I can tell you more things about here. I love you my little man and I miss you every day non stop.
Kisses and hugs for my little angel.
Sweet dreams and rest in peace mi corazon.
Nana

Nana lit a candle on 7th June, 2008:

My sweet angel.... I have to tell you something ..... the puppies were born yesterday, as you can see the Vet was wrong...I was driving to go to work and your Guelo called me and tells me all scared.....the puppies are coming out !!!!!!!!!! oh my God....I couldn't believe it baby boy ..... so Nahllita had 10 beautiful puppies, I bet if you were here you probably would wanted to go by her and touch all the puppies since you would be almost 6 months by now. Your Daddy is keeping just one and the rest he's selling them.
Papi, those puppies gave a big smile, they are so cute .... I just wish you were here to see them. Your cousin Marcelino and your aunt Adriana are living with us now, so it's kind of nice because your Guelo and me are not that lonely and of course your Mammy and Daddy are back here too. I am glad because of that. BUT, there is something missing in here, some little beautiful little boy who smiled and talk all the time and also loved to eat..... and who's that ??????
YOU, mi dearest and lovely grandson, the light and joy of my life .... the one that overfilled my heart and life with happines.
I love you so much !!!!!!
Hugs and Kisses for my lil Man.
Nana

Janet S. Grzegorek lit a candle on 6th June, 2008:

Hello Little Angel. You never knew me, but your grandma ( Nana ) and my husband were good online buddies and when he got sick your Nana helped me immensely with her emails and her prayers. I am sure by now that my Ed has met you little one and you are the best of Angelic friends. I can feel your Nana's pain and your mommy and daddy's too. But just know that as little as you were, now you are whole and you understand all that they are saying to you and that you are their bright and shinning star that travels with them no matter where they go.

For as tiny as you were, I know in my heart that GOD has great plans for you sweet angel boy. You keep on watching over your family. Rest in Heavely Peace sweet Felipe.

Angel Hugs,

-Janet-

MOMMY lit a candle on 5th June, 2008:

HEY THERE MY LITTLE MAN.. I MISS YOU SO MUCH AND LOVE YOU.. i CANT EVEN FIND THE WORDS TO EXPLAIN TO YOU HOW MUCH I MISS YOU.. BABY I WISH I COULD JUST HAVE YOU BACK..

LOVE ALWAYS..

YOUR MOMMY..
Emily

Nana lit a candle on 3rd June, 2008:

Hi my baby angel, I came back from work very late tonight but I always time for you before I go to bed...I just wanted to tell you how nice your Daddy looked at his Graduation, he gave a speech and of course he talked about you, I know you know all the rest ....
he misses you so much baby and your Mommy too, both of them. Don't leave them alone, please take care of them.
Thank you baby boy.
I love you so much, sweet dreams, please stay close to us, we miss you too much !!!!!
Kisses for my adorable Lil Felipe, our Guardian Angel/
Your Nana loves you always, forever and ever.

Your Nana lit a candle on 1st June, 2008:

Hi baby boy, how are you, I wish you could answer me !!!! I would give my life to see you and hear your baby talk, I remember when you and me had conversations you would listen to me and answer me, sometimes you even interrupted me because you wanted to say something else....so cute my angel !!!! before you left I always was so in a hurry to come home from work just to see your smily face and hold you, we used to spend so much together, specially at night when you would wake up crying, I used to run to your side and hold you in my arms and stayed with you for hours ...your Mommy and Daddy were sleeping and I did not want to wake them up because they had to get up so early to go to school. also I just wanted to have that precious time with you and I am glad I did. I keep those moments in my heart forever and ever.
You know my darling boy, you are the most precious person in my life, even though you are not here with me, you were so special, baby boy.
I love you so much and miss you every moment. Rest in peace lil man. Tomorrow I will tell you about your Daddy's graduation and I will get picture to add them here with yours.
Love you again and again.
Sweet dreams

Nana lit a candle on 30th May, 2008:

Hi handsome boy !!! here I am again, I came back from work kind of late, so I can tell you I am very tired. Before I go to bed I had to come here to wish you sweet dreams and repeat you again and again how much I love you and miss you. You are my love and always be, you took my heart with you and it will always be yours.
Love you little guy.
I'll talk to you tomorrow.
Nana

Nana lit a candle on 29th May, 2008:

Hi my lil Prince, how are you...I am doing better tonight, still thinking of you...all day !!!!! my angel, I go to sleep thinking of you and I love you so much, I just wish you were here with us, we miss you so much baby boy.
I send you all my love and much more, please come to visit me in my dreams,
I need to see your lil face please, give you a BIG KISS and hold you in my arms....
Nana loves you more than anything.

Your Nana lit a candle on 28th May, 2008:

Hi baby boy,
I am still awake my angel, I've been thinking and missing you so much. I am real sad tonight. I am going to try to sleep, I love you my lil man.
Hugs and millions of kisses for you, I wish I could feel your little face so I could kiss it like I used to do it....
I love you again and forever.
Your Nana







Diane Baker, thanks so much for lighting a candle for my lil Felipe. And
I am also very sorry for your loss. I know exactly how you feel. Please feel free to contact me anytime. I am always here when I am not working, just looking at my grandson's pictures. I just miss him so very much.
Thanks again
Adriana

Austin Lucas's Mommy (Linsey lit a candle on 27th May, 2008:

Hello Little one I hope you are having fun in heaven Playing with Austin and all the other little angels. I bet You are so proud of your family with what a good job they have done on your site. Watch over them little one and send them down some hugs and kisses. Let them know your around baby boy. Rest In peace

Nana lit a candle on 27th May, 2008:

Hi my beautiful Felipito, I just came back from the cementery, I sat for a while by your grave, your Mommy and Daddy went with me ..... they get very sad when they go to visit you. That place is so peaceful, breeze, I feel good when I go even though I know you are not there but at least I know you are watching us from Heaven. I don't know if I told you, your cousin Marcelino is coming to live with us very soon with your aunt Adriana.... I
love your couisn, he is such a nice boy. I think we will be better when he will be around.
My precious angel, I love you so much and miss you more every day.
As always, I send you hugs and kisses.
Nana

Nana lit a candle on 24th May, 2008:

Good morning my baby boy .... as you know when you were here, I used to go every morning to your room to give you a kiss good morning when you did not have to go to school with Mommy and Daddy, then you would leave home very early or I took you to schoolso I got to be with you for a lil while...how much I miss those days, now when I go and pick up them, it makes me so sad to see them come out with empty hands.
I love you little angel and I miss you so much. Have fun in Heaven !!!!!
Nana

Your mommy lit a candle on 24th May, 2008:

Hey there little man. I wanted to tell you I miss you so much. I miss those chubby cheeks of yours. I miss the way you would baby talk.. BAby boy I will see you again!!!!. and please come visit me in your dreams

Love always,

Your Mommy
Emily Trevino

Your Nana lit a candle on 22nd May, 2008:

Good morning lil man ... how are you today my baby boy ....I am getting ready to go to work but before I had to do this since you are the one that gives me your love and tells me.."Nana you have to be strong and work today, I'll be with you, don't worry" my little one, I love you so very much and miss you every minute of the day and night....you were the light of my life, you gave me so much joy in those 3 months and a half and I think that's what is keeping me going...those beautiful memories.
I love again and again.
Hugs and kisses for my Lil Flip.
Nana

daddy lit a candle on 21st May, 2008:

i miss u so much and i love u more than anything... i just wanted 2 c how ur doing .. if ur having fun watching over all of us all the time... u kno iv bin doing good but i just get real sad sumtimes like right now ... keep me and ur mom strong please , i love u baby

Nana lit a candle on 20th May, 2008:

Hi my handsome angel...you won't believe but I've done your Memorial twice today, something strange happens, everytime I was done then I found out I couldn't see some of the pictures so I had to go back again and redo it.
My sweet boy, I transfered all your pictures from my phone to the computer so I can see them much clear now. I just love looking at them and I want to hold you so much !!!! My baby boy I tell you again and again...I miss you so very much and the house feels so empty without you, sometimes I think you are at your other Grandma's house and that you'll be back anytime with Mommy and Daddy. Mi Pope lindo, I wish I could hold you again and keep you forever and ever in my arms.
Love you so much lil man. More hugs and kisses for you
Nana

Nana lit a candle on 18th May, 2008:

Hi my handsome little angel !! how are you doing...I am doing ok today, I went to the Gym, walked fast for 45 minutes and then came back home and cleaned up the back yard. There were lots of leaves so I got them in piles and tomorrow I will get them into plastic bags. I did this just to make myself VERY TIRED. I just went outside and no stars, it's kind of cloudy so I couldn't have a little talk with you as I always do before I go to bed. So here I am to tell you how much I love you and I miss you more than the whole world. I think about you every moment of the day, I go to the store and I remember when we used to go with your Mommy, Daddy, you and myself. I miss those moments so very much and I keep them in my heart as my sacred memories.
Little Felipe, please watch over your Mommy and Daddy, they miss you so much !!!!! and they are very sad. I know in my heart they will be okay one day, but they need you so so much.
I love you my Lil Felipe and I think of you all the time.
I send you tons of hugs and kisses and you just have fun with all your little angels friends.
I love you baby.
Nana

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 15th May, 2008:

I just found this site of little Felipe Andres Arizpe Jr and I want to send you my deepest condolences. What a beautiful little boy. I am so sorry for your loss. I light this candle for your precious angel.

I lost my daughter Kristy on June 25, 2007 from a very rare disease called Moyamoya. She went into the hospital for surgery, to restore the blood flow to her brain. Everything went wrong after the surgery and she died a week later. I miss her so much.

Just know you are not alone. There are so many wonderful, caring people on this memorial site. We all help each other from the loss of our loved ones. I will keep you all in my prayers and may our Lord Jesus comfort you in this most difficult time. With love, Kristy's mom, Karen

Dina Castillo (Filomena Milillo's daughter) lit a candle on 14th May, 2008:

Hi Angel Felipe,

I am just popping by to light this candle for you,I still have you and your family in my heart..I bet you are so proud of your Daddy as he prepares to Graduate,stay close to him Angel.
Rest Peacefully sweetheart..
God Bless You !!

To Adriana:I know you must be so frustrated with this website,I have lost everything on my mom's page so many times,and I know how much it hurts to have to keep re doing it,and re living every moment,I have contacted the site people about it and so far they have done nothing to make it better,what I did learn is that after you finish adding pictures and graphics,Only press the "save" button once,I know it takes awhile for it to save so you probably assume you did not click the save button and you end up clicking it again.(don't click it again)Just be patient it will save,and also make sure you go to the log in section and log in,before you start to do any editing..well good luck,if I could be of any help you can e-mail me anytime at dinacastillo@telus.net
Always in my thoughts and prayers.
with love: Dina

Nana lit a candle on 12th May, 2008:

Hi my handsome angel, today I thought all day about you, I've been very quiet because of it since I feel sad today, I just wish I could hold you again and sing for you so you could go to sleep. I just can accept that you are gone, everything here at home reminds me my Lil Felipe, I miss so much my baby grandson, you are and you were my whole life, you gave me such a joy,
I still have problems with your Memorial but now is not my computer, it's the Web Site and I can't see your pictures and poems, but hopefully it will be fixed real soon. I miss you so much !!!!!!! I spent Mothers Day with your Mom, I got her some little presents so she was kind of happy, at least she was smiling today. Now she is making herself the invitations for your Dady's Graduation....we are so proud of him and I know you are too.
Tonight the weather is not good so I couldn't go outside and talk to my shinning star, no stars were seen.
I hope you are having fun with your little angel friends, probably you have lots of them by now.
I love you yesterday, today, tonight, tomorrow and always.
Kisses and hugs from your Nana who misses you every moment of the day and night. Please come to my dreams, I need to see that smily face of yours. Maybe we can have a nice conversation like we used to...remember?
Love you lil angel.
Nana

Gevy Kent-Waller lit a candle on 11th May, 2008:

I spoke with your Nana last evening on the phone, she is a friend of mine from a long time ago. Your Nana and Mom and Dad miss you so much. We talked about you being with your great grandparents and how they will be taking care of you in heaven now. I think that helps your Nana a bit with the pain of you being gone. Again you and your whole family are in my thoughts and prayers

Nana lit a candle on 10th May, 2008:

Hi my lil Felipe, I am sorry I haven't been here, but I still have a problems with my computer and I had to reinstall everything, now I am making again your Memorial because everything was lost.
I love you so much and miss you more. I will be back tonight when I am done.
Love you again, always and forever.
Nana

Nana lit a candle on 8th May, 2008:

Hi mi lil man !!! I am sorry I did not light a candle for a few days, I had some problems with the computer and I had to spend these days trying to fix it. But this did not stop me thinking of you..... I love you so much and miss you the whole world and more than that.
Your Mommy and Daddy are going to the Prom this weekend, you will see them how wonderful they are going to look.
Also, the 3 of us started yesterday to go to the Gym so maybe we can feel a lilttle bit better. I know you are happy with God and the rest of the little angels in that beautiful place.
I love you my baby grandson with all my heart.
Kisses and Hugs for Lil Felipe.
Your Nana who misses you all day and all night.

Felipe's Nana lit a candle on 5th May, 2008:

Hi my beatiful angel !!!! I can't stop telling you how much I miss you, today I was looking at some of your pictures and I just can't accept that you are gone and I asked myself WHY? WHY HIM?
you were such a happy little boy, every day you had something new for us.... last thing you showed me was when you discovered one of your hand and you were so interested looking at it moving it around...I just was watching you in silence and following all your movements...what a joy I felt !!!! You always gave me happiness, little angel...you meant the world to me....
You are everything to me, even though I cannot see you I know I just close my eyes and I see your lovely little smiling little face ...I love you my Lil Felipe and I miss you for ever and ever. Kisses and hugs for you.
Nana

Mommy lit a candle on 5th May, 2008:

Hey there my little man. I bet your having alota fun up there in heaven. In such a pretty beautiful place made of gold!. I hope that you are happy!. But its very hard for me. Everyday I am getting stronger! But I feel so empty without you! I just can't find the complete words to explain how much I miss you!. I know you are watching over ME and your DADDY! Sometimes I sit and wonder out of everyone why did you have to go. I always thought I was such a good mother. But I know I tryed my best. I was always next to your side!!!. Its killing me inside to know your gone and we still dont even know. After a 1month and 1day I thought me and your daddy would of known what you passed from. Baby boy I love you so much. You are always going to be in a special part of my heart!. Im always going to remember you. And when i see different babies with their mom. It kills me. Knowing I have a son, but hes not with me. One thing I know that I am happy about is that [I never hade a dream about an angel. But I have gotten to hold one and that one angel was my 1st son.] He made everyone happy! just looking at him!. His cubby cheeks, his beautiful eyes, his long eyelashes, his nose, his big lips, and his little rolls on his chubby legs and arms. Baby i just can't believe it!. that you have passed. I know that I have the best babysitter in the whole universe, and that is GOD! I know he will take care of you so well and i know i will see you again! i know i will its not the end! we will be a happy family again me you and your daddy!

Mommy & Daddy
Love you so very much!!!

Your Mommy & Daddy
[Emily Trevino & Felipe Arizpe]

Nana lit a candle on 4th May, 2008:

Hi my little boy...i miss you so very much baby !!!!! I cannot stop thinking of you and my heart hurts so bad !!! I send you all the kisses that a Nana could have for a grandson like you, such a good and nice little boy...
I love you, yesterday, today, tomorrow and forever.

Nana lit a candle on 3rd May, 2008:

Hi my lovely angel, I wish I could have you here with me !!!! I need to hug you and carry you in my arms, How much I miss kissing your lil head and tell you how much I love you, everything is so empty without you. My precious little boy Y have you all day in my thoughts and I will never stop telling you how much happines and joy you brought to my life and I thanks you so much for that. Rest in Peace my love.
Your Nana

Felipe's Nana lit a candle on 30th April, 2008:

Hi my sweet boy, I miss you so so much. Today while I was driving I was thinking about all the plans I had for the both of us....I was going to babysit you anytime your Mommy and Daddy wanted me to and I remember telling you several times that when you and me would go out, you were going to have to listen country music .... and I would say to you .... you are going to love it !!!!!! I even had a car seat specially for you, just for my car, it was supposed to stay there.
I love you so much !!!! and miss you with all my heart ..... living without you is too hard, you were the biggest happines of my life.
I love you Mi Rey.
Nana

Your Nana lit a candle on 29th April, 2008:

Hi my Lil Flip....I miss you so much little man, I think of you all day and when I go to sleep I close my eyes and I think all the times I holded you, sang for you, all the kisses I gave you and the talks we had, your baby talk was so precious, something that I will always keep in my heart...I remember your voice telling me "aggu" and trying to answer to my comments with your beautiful baby talk .....
you were so special little boy !!!!
I love you and I know we will meet again, in the meantime you play with your new little angels friends !!!!
Love you with all my heart
Nana

Mommy lit a candle on 28th April, 2008:

Hey my little man. I miss you so much. I can wait untill i see you again in heaven my little angel!. If you only knew how much you ment to me. The special bond me & you had. Your are my pride and joy! I wish I could be wiht you right now. Ill see you in heaven.

With much love... your mommy.. (Emily Trevino)

Austin Lucas's Mommy lit a candle on 26th April, 2008:

Hi felipe I hope you are doing good in heaven having a wonderful time with the angels. STay close to your family little man. If you could thank your grandma for the candle she lit for My little Austin. Rest In peace little.

Your Nana lit a candle on 24th April, 2008:

Hi my handsome angel....here I am thinking of you every moment... I just want you to know I miss you so very much.
I love you yesterday, today, tomorrow and forever.
I send you the biggest hug you can find in Heaven....that's mine for you.
Nana

Janet S Grzegorek lit a candle on 23rd April, 2008:

“This is my wish for you: Comfort on difficult days, smiles when sadness intrudes, rainbows to follow the clouds, laughter to kiss your lips, sunsets to warm your heart, hugs when spirits sag, beauty for your eyes to see, friendships to brighten your being, faith so that you can believe, confidence for when you doubt, courage to know yourself, patience to accept the truth, Love to complete your life.”

May God Give you peace!

Love,

Janet

Laetitia lit a candle on 21st April, 2008:

May God Bless you and your Family - I am truly sorry for your lost - but know that your Precious Angel will always be with you... My thoughts are with you and your Family.

Dina Castillo (Filomena Milillo's daughter) lit a candle on 20th April, 2008:

I am so sorry for your loss,may Andres Jr.rest peacefully in the arms of Jesus.

May God Bless you all !!

please feel free to visit my mom's page..

Nana lit a candle on 2nd September, 2008:

Hello my little boy......I have to tell you something....through the Internet I found a friend of mine, we grew up together until she got married and moved to Spain and I never heard from her again until yesterday. I am happy today because of that, really happy. I told her about you, how precious you were and I much I love you and miss you and that you were the joy and light of my life. You gave me so much happiness , joy and smiles. I enjoyed so very much to be with you, hold you and kiss your little head....I also loved to kiss your neck. Oh my baby boy why did you have to leave....why.......
and that, I will never know i Just have to comfort myself with having you as my precious little Guardian Angel.
I love you and miss yo forever and ever.
I send you bunches of kisses and hugs.
Nana loves you Felipito.

Nana lit a candle on 28th August, 2008:

Hi my lil angel boy, I was just sitting outside looking at the stars and I always see one that shines the most and I thinks it's you. Tonight I came to ask you please to hep your Daddy......please lil baby, he loves so much and I know he misses you terribly.
I do too lil man, you know that.....last night your guelo woke me up because he said I was crying ...I do not remember but he said I told him I was dreaming with you. I told you baby, even when I am sleeping I miss you with all my heart and I always will.
Love you forever and ever. Hugs and kisses.
Nana

Nana lit a candle on 24th August, 2008:

Hi my lil angel, how are you ??? I know you are very well.....I know that in my heart....I just think about you every single day and can't accept you are gone. It's been already 4 months and a half. I cannot explain how I feel, I see all different, every single thing seems no sense for me,like I am here because my body carries me around. I know you know what I mean and feel.
I miss you so very much lil Felipe that every time I think of it I have my eyes full of tears. I would give anything and everything to have you again in my arms. I try to comfort myself thinking I had an angel in my arms, but even though is a blessing...it's not enough for me. I just want to feel your lil head against mine and sing again for you in spanish..... I can remember perfectly when I used to kiss your head and cheeks.....you were the light of my life and you gave me so much joy !!!!!
I love you and send you lots of kisses and hugs.
Nana

Nana lit a candle on 19th August, 2008:

I think you did something baby...... we did not get the hurricane...and the tropical storm went other way...... like the song says...I know you are shinning down on me from heaven......thank you lil man. I love you !!!!!! sooooooo much !!!!!!!! and I miss you even more than yesterday and less than tomorow !!!!! you are the love of my life and I keep you in my heart very close to me....you will never leave my side.
Kisses and Hugs for my baby boy

Nana loves you Felipito

Nana lit a candle on 16th August, 2008:

My baby....how are you tonight? I know you are happy watching over us. oday I went to visit your grave and your magnolia flowers are beautiful, I would like to stay there with you, you are such a sweet angel and I miss you so very much and the love I have for you is bigger than the whole universe. I wish I could see you and hug you.
I am sending you kisses and hugs.
Nana loves you very much baby boy.

Nana lit a candle on 11th August, 2008:

Hi beautiful angel, I am here missing you so much, I was outside looking at the stars .....just thinking of you. I love you baby boy and I always take you with me, everywhere I go...you are always in my mind. You ae my baby grandson, my love.
Kisses and hugs or lil Felipe from your Nana that misses you and love you always and forever.

Nana lit a candle on 8th August, 2008:

Hello my little one, how are you doing baby? we are here missing you every day.
Today is raining, I just came back in from the backyard, I was fixing your lil garden I made for you, it was kind
of messy because the puppies like to play around there. If you were here probably you would be chasing all of them. Nahlla is getting better now, she was very skinny after the babies.
She was such a good Mommy. Popecito mio, I love yu so much and miss you too much. Every day is not a day for me anymore without you ..... I just MISS YOU yesterday, today, tomorrow for ever and ever.
Your Nana send you kisses and hugs

Austin Lucas's Mommy Linsey lit a candle on 7th August, 2008:

Hello Little Man How are you? I hope and pray you are doing great up in heaven and having a wonderful time with austin and all the other little angels. I know you are staying close to your Nana, Mommy and Daddy helping them get through all these tough times I know Just how much they miss you. You send your family down lots of hugs ok and send them from me You and your family are aways in my thoughts baby boy. Rest In peace and Have sweet dreams to night.

Nana lit a candle on 3rd August, 2008:

hello my baby boy, I miss you lil man sooooo much !!!! I did another type of Memorial for you but in spanish so all my friends and family in Chile can see it and also I create a SIDS Group and joined the Infant Loss Cause ...that's what I've been doing ...all of the sudden I said to myself ...Oh my God!!!! I have to go and light my baby's candle and here I am lil Felipe, your Nana is here to tell you how much she loves you and misses you ......
with more than my whole heart !!!!!
I LOVE YOU LIL ANGEL !!!!
Nana

Nana lit a candle on 27th July, 2008:

Hi my baby grandson, here I am my angel lighting you a candle ..... you probably know how your house is right now.... Nahlla had 10 puppies, 5 girls and 5 boys... you would love them, they are so cute, but your Daddy is selling 9 of them, we are keeping 1, her name is Cinnamon (I call her Canela, translation in spanish). She is tan with white socks, a white dot on her forehead and also her chest is white. On Tuesday one of them will be picked up. If I had a big house with a big back yard and no neighbors, I would keep them all. Cuchito is doing very good, Pancho too. Your Guelo is doing better now .... I am too baby and I thank you for that since I know you are my lil guardian angel who keeps me going every day and tells me.... Nana, be strong, I am always with you and, do you know what lil guy? I know you are close to me... I miss you so so so much and I love you bunches and bunches.
I send you all my love and much more and also all the kisses you can find in Heaven....those are mine just for you !!!

Austin Lucas's Mommy lit a candle on 24th July, 2008:

hello little angel I just wanted to let you know i'm thinking about you and your family. i hope you are doing well in heaven i bet your having lots of fun. rest in peace little one your always in my thoughts

Nana lit a candle on 19th July, 2008:

Hello my little angel, how are you tonight ???? you probably are very happy up there. Down here we are missing you very much, there is not a day I don't think about you and how you might be if you were with us...probably getting in everything and all of us running after you so you would be safe. I went yesyerday to visit your grave, that was the first thing I did after I got back to town. As always I sat there looking at the sky wishing to see your beautiful face. My papi lindo I would give anything to have you around my arms....you were such a joy just feeling your cheeks against mine, I love you so very much lil man, but I know you are well up there and for sure very happy and watching over us. But you Nana still very sad but at the same time happy because I know you are in the better place where you just feel happiness and your safe.
I love you lil Felipe, I miss you every day and night, I just wish you did not have to go, but I understand now that God needed you up there because probably he did not have enough beautiful angels like you.
Love you again and again and forever and ever.
Nana

Austin Lucas's mommy Linsey lit a candle on 16th July, 2008:

Hi handsome I just wanted to let you and your family know i'm thinking of you. I hope you and Austin are having fun in heaven I looked at your webpage and your family has done such a good job on it. I bet you sure are proud of your family. you help them stay strong little man i know they miss you. rest in peace baby boy

Nana lit a candle on 4th July, 2008:

Baby boy I love you always forever and ever and miss you with all my heart.
Nana

Austin Lucas's Mommy lit a candle on 29th June, 2008:

hi little angel. I hope you have been having fun in heaven little one. I hope you are staying cloe to your family. I can tell that they miss you so much little guy. sorry i haven not lit a candle in a while. Just leting you know i'm thinking of you Rest in peace Little one.

Nana lit a candle on 27th June, 2008:

Hi my beautiful grandson, I haven't stop here for 2 days, Papi I was busy working and got kind of very tired...I am getting old !!!! I think I hurt my back since I cannot bend down, it's very painful, but I will be fine in a few days. How are you baby angel? probably enjoying yourself in that beatiful place, I know you are happy with the others baby angels and of course with God taking care of you. We miss you down here papito but I feel you are around us, just help us to be strong and to try to find every day peace and calm in our hearts and lives.
I love you lil man, I love you so very much and every day I miss you with all my heart.
Kisses and hugs for my angel grandson.
Nana

Nana lit a candle on 22nd June, 2008:

Hola baby boy...I just finished again your Memorial, I think this is the 4th. time I redo it. It's okay because I always find new things to add. Yesterday (Friday) I went to visit your grave and arranged your flowers. Then I sat down on the bench and stayed there for a little while. I just look at your name there and cannot believe it's you, I would give my life to have you back so your Daddy and Mommy can be with you again. We all miss you so much lil man. I love you so much Pope mio.
Kisses and Hugs for you baby.
Nana

Nana lit a candle on 19th June, 2008:

Hi baby !!! Before I go to work I want to send you hugs and kisses and tell you how much I love you and miss you. Yesterday you would be 6 months.
Love you my angel
Nana

Nana lit a candle on 18th June, 2008:

Hi baby !!! I love you !!! how are you tonight my little angel, hope you are having a good time with your friends up there... probably one day when I get to be with you again you can introduce me to them .... "this is my Nana, the one that writes me every day"...are you going to tell that ???
you can tell them anything you want.
You should see Nahlla's puppies, they are so cute !!! and she is really good to them, she takes good care of them.
I send you all my love with hugs and kisses for "Mi Rey", the most wonderful one in the whole world.
Kiss you and love you Papito.
Nana

Nana lit a candle on 16th June, 2008:

Hello my baby boy, I've been working all weekend, I will not have a day off until Thursday...papi lindo I wish I could see your face and touch your lil hands and hug you for ever and ever, I miss you so much lil man, I wish at least I could see you in my dreams, maybe I did and I don't remember .....
unfortunately sometimes people do that, they just forget their dreams....I don't want to forget my dreams with you....please come a visit me .....My lil love of my life, I love you and I will never forget you....there is not a day a don't have you in my mind, you are always there. Today I was driving to work and I was thiking about you, I could see you in my mind as a bigger boy, walking and getting in everything,
I saw you with curls, just like your Daddy when he was that age. I love you my angel, I miss you so so so much.
I love you for ever and ever.
Kisses and hugs from your Nana.

Nana lit a candle on 13th June, 2008:

My precious angel....for the third time I think, I had to make your Memorial again. Your Mommy gave me new pictures so I added them so everybody can see your cute little face and those beautiful eyelashes. How much I miss you my baby boy, you know that.
I love you so much and always have you in my heart and thoughts, I always will, you are my Guardian Angel.
Love you again and again.
Millions of kisses and Hugs, I wish I could give them to you for real.

Papi, whenever you get a chance, please visit me in my dreams, I would love to see you, for sure you will give me a big smile.
Love you lil man.
Nana

Nana lit a candle on 12th June, 2008:

Hello my guardian angel....I miss you little man so much, baby boy I just wish you were here with us, I have this pain in my heart that is keeping me so sad most of the days and when I feel like that I go to your grave and sit there under a tree and listen to the birds sing. I have an idea, next time I go I will take a folding chair and I will write letters for you. I got a Journal specially for that, so when I go to meet you I will take it with me so we can read it together, is that a good idea? I bet you are going to love it, it's going to be our secret treasure...ok my handsome angel?
I send you kisses and hugs... millions !!!!!! I love you Pope.
Nana

Austin Lucas's Mommy lit a candle on 8th June, 2008:

Hey Handsome How are you? I how Hope You and Austin are having a Great time in heaven Playing together. I bet you have Alot of little angel friends by now. Well Little One You stay Close to Your Nana, Mommy, And Daddy. You Help them stay very strong. I looked On your Site And your family has done such a great job. I Bet You are so proud of your daddy for going to school. Well Felipe you keep having fun in heaven Little one. rest in peace baby boy.

Nana lit a candle on 6th June, 2008:

Hi my angel boy, I wish I could climb the stairs to Heaven and be with you, I miss you so much baby boy ........ I cannot stop thinking of you every day, do you know what? I sleep with one of your bodysuit on a pillow right next to me....before I go to sleep I kiss it. I try to keep you very very close to me/
Tomorrow your Daddy is having a celebretation of his Graduation and your Mommy is getting everything ready for him ..... you know, you are the King of that party, you'll be around I know that. Did I tell you that Nahlla is having puppies ? she went today for a sonogram and we were able to see 12 little heads .... I'll get a picture of them so I can add it here..ok? She is a balloon !!!! and she is very mellow now. I love you little man of my whole life.
Hugs and kisses for my Guardian Angel....how proud I feel when I say "MY Guardian Angel". since having a guardian angel that is part of me is a ..... I don't really know how to call it.
I love you and miss you yesterday, today, tomorrow and forever.
Nana adores you

Nana lit a candle on 5th June, 2008:

Hi my lil angel, how are you ... I am doing ok tonight, I just feel better when I light a candle for you, seems to me you are in another computer and that you read all my messages, this is my special time with you.... my baby grandson I hope you feel my love for you and how much I miss you, every day that goes by it's a challenge for me since my life changed since you went to Heaven, I just wish for the day I see you again and I can kiss you and hug you, that day will be the happiest next day of my life, the other one was when you were born, you brought so much joy to my life, I always was thinking about all the things we were going to do together and just thinking of that made
me so happy. I love you so much and miss you more than anyone can imagine.
Millions of kisses and hugs for my darling grandson.
I miss you baby boy !!!!!!!!!!! Please come to visit me in my dreams, you will make your Nana so happy lil man.
Nana
Nana

Nana lit a candle on 4th June, 2008:

Hi baby boy ! I went to visit your grave today (the 3rd) 2 months since you went to stay with God and brought white flowers for you.
I did something very pretty for you my lil man, around the flower vase I made a big white bow of a special material, specially for you. I am very sad because I miss you so much, I would give anything to hold you again, I just can't understand why you had to leave us. I will never understand that and my heart feels so empty without you, my life is nothing without you my baby grandson. But I am trying to do my best to keep myself going.
I will never stop telling you how much I love you and Miss you more than the whole universe.
Love you my darling
Hugs and kisses for you.
Nana

Nana lit a candle on 1st June, 2008:

Good morning angel boy ! I want to tell you I will start getting ready for your Daddy's Graduation....don't miss it lil Flip !!!!! stay right next to him because he will be very nervious, see .... there will be only 20 kids graduating since his school is small and special...your school...remember? also he has to give a speech, maybe you can hold him by his shoulder and make him feel you are there with him......
I just want to see him happy for a little while, he is very sad baby boy.....last night he was crying and telling me he wants to take care of you, hold you and hug you.
I love you my dearest grandson.
Hugs and kisses for my beautiful baby.
Nana

Nana lit a candle on 31st May, 2008:

Hi mi little angel, how are you tonight, here I am lighting you a candle. On Sunday, your Dad is going to graduate and I am so proud of him and just wish you were here to be with him, but I know you are in his heart always and forever and also know that day you will be watching him from Heaven and you too are going to be so very proud of him...right my lil baby boy? I miss you so much and I don't have the words to express myself telling you how I feel with your departure....you left my life so empty and fill with sadness. I love you SO MUCH baby Felipe.
Millions of hugs and kisses for you
Your Nana

Nana lit a candle on 29th May, 2008:

My baby grandson, I love you so very much and I MISS YOU !!!!
I am going to work now, when I come back I will talk to you again, in the meantime, have fun with your lil angels friends. I wish you would let me know you are among us.
Love you again and again

DADDY lit a candle on 28th May, 2008:

HEY BABY BOY I MISS YOU SO MUCH AND FEEL SO SAD WITHOUT YOU, I LOVE YOU ... UR ALWAYS ON MY MIND..I ALWAYS THINK ABOUT THE NIGHT BFOR U LEFT US.. HOW WE PLAYED TOGETHER AND TALKED... I DIDNT KNO IT WAS GONNA B OUR LAST TIME DOIN THAT.. I THINK U KNEW THO BCUZ U WERE EXTRA HAPPY... I LOVE U ALWAYS AND I HOPE U COME 2 SEE ME SOON IN MY DREAMS .. LOTS OF KISSES OK

Diane Baker lit a candle on 28th May, 2008:

I light this candle in honor of Felipe. I lost my granddaughter on Sept 24th 2007, she was stillborn. My deepest sympathy to the family.

Mommy lit a candle on 27th May, 2008:

Hey there my little man. I know you are having alota fun. You know that i miss you so much. I wish i could be with you every second of my life. And remember that Mommy and Daddy are always going to love you.. &; thats forever..


Always
Your Mommy
Emily

Your Nana lit a candle on 26th May, 2008:

My beautiful boy, I just can't stop thinking of you, I miss you so so much and sometimes I just feel so desperate because I want to hold you and you are not here anymore, I cannot accept that you are gone and I really wish for the day I can see you again and when that day comes I will be the happiest person in Heaven and Earth. My heart is broken and I cannot find the way to fix it, I am trying mijo !!!!! and I will keep doing it, I promise.
Love you with all my heart and I am missing you forever.
Nana

To My grandson from Nana lit a candle on 24th May, 2008:

My beautiful grandson, I love you so very much and miss you every minute, I try to understand why God took you away from us and I cannot find the answer and I know I never will. I love you with all my heart and soul.
Please stay close to your Momy and Daddy, they also miss you so very much. Your Mommy will start working this comming Monday, she is done with school....I am so proud of her, you know I love your Mommy as she was my own daughter and hurts me when she is hurting and also admire her for being so strong...she is so good, you have a wonderful Mommy baby boy. Your Daddy is working hard, do you know what ? Nahlla is going to have Puppies, so she is very quiet now, she is a good girl. Koosh is kind of hyper and bothers Pancho all the time and you know that Pancho is old, so he gets really mad at him. Your Dad builded a special stand for their eating bowls, now they are painting it PINK for Nahllita, it's going to look very pretty when is done. He'll build another one for Koosh so they don't fight.
Mi niño precioso, I wish I could feel your little head lying on my shoulder falling asleep, when you used to do that I will kiss your head non stop, it was such a beautiful feeling. My angel baby boy, I will never stop telling you how much I miss you and love you....FOR EVER !!!!
Your Nana

Nana lit a candle on 23rd May, 2008:

Hi my little angel boy, before I go to work I had to light your candle and also I have to tell you that Austin's
Mommy helped me with your Memorial so I was able to add things I did not know where to find them, so please tell baby Austin to tell her Mommy THANKS again, I already wrote her an email but I want to tell her again...ok Baby boy?
Your buelito Felix told me last night to tell you he will go and get now the Dallas white shirt for you, he will place it in a very special place..I will take a picture of it and I will add it to your picture album.... he misses you so much and you know that, right ? what happens my angel, he did not have the chance to be with you as I had, he was always working in his 2 jobs, most of the time he will see you when you were sleeping. Please baby boy, help him to be strong because he is in a lot of pain. Tell him you'll be together again one day, right my baby boy? Do you know how much I love you ? ----------------------------------------------- this much with no ending !!!!!
I miss you soooooooooooo much !!!!! and I just keep myself strong for your Daddy and Mommy.
Hugs and Kisses for my Lil Man, the love
of my life.
Nana

Nana lit a candle on 22nd May, 2008:

Hello my darling angel boy..I miss you so much !!! I am hoping you are having lots of fun up there in Heaven with your lil angels friends...when you see your friend Austin, tell him to tell his Mommy thank you so much for her help.
My baby boy, I think, just think I have your Memorial working wel
l now.... I will be adding more things every day.... I spent the evening with your Mommy, we went to Michael's to get some stuffs from the craft store for your Daddy's Graduation which will be June 1st...I am going to add his picture that day.
I am tired tonight, very tired...I did work at lot.
Nite Nite for my adorable grandson

Reast in peace mi amorcito

Austin Lucas's Mommy lit a candle on 21st May, 2008:

hello little one I hope you and Austin are having fun playing in heaven. Stay Close To your family little one I can see how much they Miss and love you. Rest in peace little angel. sweet dreams.

Felipe Mom and Nana
I had Alot of trouble with Austin's Page when I first Started it helps not to click the save more than once. also to save everything on a disc or on your computer. I found my SIDS stuff on photobucket.com you can also find all kinds of other stuff on that site. and www.blinkyou.com if you need any help let me know My E-mail is austinsmommy3@hotmial.com feel free to e-mail anytime. Stay strong you both are always in my thoughts.

Nana lit a candle on 18th May, 2008:

Hello my baby boy !! Today you would be 5 months, I just think how would you be, I bet trying to move around and kicking, you were already at 3 and a half months, so by now maybe you were t ready to do other things and of course eating cereal and baby food. I never had the chance to tell you, but I was plannig to make your food myself...I was going to try to get all I would need from a Health Food store...could you believe that my Lil Man? I can make a very nice vegetable cream just for babies. I did it for your Daddy all the time and he loved it.
Tell your little angels friends up there about today...your 5 months, maybe they will sing for you, don't you think so?
I love you Lil Felipe so much !!!!! and I don't have the words to express myself telling you how much I miss you... just seen you every day here at the house, was the biggest happines of my life.
Love you baby boy and I know I will see you again soon, remember, I am not young anymore !!!!
Kisses and Hugs for my beautiful angel.
Nana

Austin Lucas's Mommy (Linsey lit a candle on 17th May, 2008:

hello handsome I wanted you to know i'm thinking of you. I hope you are stay close to your family little one. I just wanted to let you know i'm think of you and your family you. Rest In peace little angel.


--------------------
A Pair of Shoes"

I am wearing a pair of shoes.
They are ugly shoes.
Uncomfortable shoes.
I hate my shoes.
Each day I wear them, and each day I wish I had another pair.
Some days my shoes hurt so bad that I do not think I can take another step.
Yet, I continue to wear them.
I get funny looks wearing these shoes.
They are looks of sympathy.
I can tell in others eyes that they are glad they are my shoes and not theirs.
They never talk about my shoes.
To learn how awful my shoes are might make them uncomfortable.
To truly understand these shoes you must walk in them.
But, once you put them on, you can never take them off.
I now realize that I am not the only one who wears these shoes.
There are many pairs in this world.
Some woman are like me and ache daily as they try and walk in them.
Some have learned how to walk in them so they don't hurt quite as much.
Some have worn the shoes so long that days will go by before they think about how much they hurt.
No woman deserves to wear these shoes.
Yet, because of these shoes I am a stronger woman.
These shoes have given me the strength to face anything.
They have made me who I am.
I will forever walk in the shoes of a woman who has lost a child.

Author unknown

Nana lit a candle on 15th May, 2008:

Hi handsome boy !!! here I am again my angel, I wanted to tell you that your Mom and Dad went last Saturday to your Dad's Prom and they were the King and the Queen of it.... I have a picture so when I start again redoing your Memorial I will add it. How are you?
I know you are well up there in Heaven, I just wish I could see you again, I just miss you so very much, I know you don't want me to cry but I do it all the time, I just think of you and I ask myself WHY ???? you were so healthy and growing so well, smiling all the time, you were such a good baby boy, I loved holding you !!!! I love you so much!!!
You are and will be always in my heart.
Hugs and kisses for my darling Felipito.
Nana

Nana lit a candle on 13th May, 2008:

Hi My Lil Felipe, I still cannot have your Memorial fixed, I think I am going to make a new one.
I love you and miss you so much, every day, while I am working I just think of you ..... my little smily face, I loved your baby talk.
Have fun with your little angels friends
and rest in peace my adorable lil man.
Your Nana loves you

Austin Lucas's Mommy (Linsey lit a candle on 11th May, 2008:

Dear Mr. Hallmark,
I am writing to you from heaven, and though it must appear,
A rather strange idea, I see everything from here.
I just popped in to visit, your stores to find a card
A card of love for my mother, as this day for her is hard.
There must be some mistake I thought, every card you could imagine.
Except I could not find a card from a child who lives in heaven.
She is still a mother too, no matter where I reside
I had to leave, she understands, but oh the tears she’s cried.
I thought that if I wrote you, that you would come to know.
That though I live in heaven now, I still love my mother so.
She talks with me, and dreams with me; we still share laughter too,
Memories our way of speaking now, would you see what you could do?
My mother carries me in her heart, her tears she hides from sight.
She writes poems to honor me, sometimes far into the night,
She plants flowers in my garden, there my living memory dwells
She writes to other grieving parents, trying to ease their pain as well.
So you see Mr. Hallmark, though I no longer live on earth
I must find a way, to remind her of her wondrous worth
She needs to be honored, and remembered too
Just as the children of earth will do.
Thank you Mr. Hallmark, I know you’ll do your best
I have done all I can do; to you I’ll leave the rest.
Find a way to tell her, how much she means to me
Until I can do it for myself, when she joins me in eternity.

I just wanted to let you know i'm thinking of you handsome. rest in peace sweet angel and tell your mommy and Nana I'm think of them and i said happy mothers day. You stay close to them little one I know that this will be such a very hard day for them. So you let them know your around. And You and Austin have lots of fun in heaven together.

Dina Castillo (Filomena Milillo's daughter) lit a candle on 10th May, 2008:

LOOKING DOWN FROM HEAVEN

I'm looking down from Heaven Mommy
I don't like to see you cry
I remember how you loved me
I did not want to say good-bye.

I don't ever get very lonely
At night Jesus rocks me to sleep
I play with the other little angels
From cloud to cloud we leap.

There's a new little angel here
His mommy is very sad
Her heart is surely broken
And like you, she hurts so bad.

Could you do something for me Mommy?
If it's not to much to ask?
You were always so gentle and kind to me
So I know you are up to the task.

You see, I'm trying to help this angel
He misses his Mommy so
And as we look down together from Heaven
There's something you should know.

We will soon be all together
But there is time to pass till then
Could you hold her a little while
And try to be her friend?

We don't like to see you crying
Up here in Angel Land
So instead of pointing fingers
Could you please just take her hand?

It will make us both feel better
As we look down from up above
If you all are holding each other
And remembering us with love.

~ Author Unknown ~

I pray you are all doing ok..
God Bless,
with Love:Dina

Nelly lit a candle on 8th May, 2008:

Hey lil tankn !hopefully your having fun.... we all miss you very much and hope to see you one day again! take care of your mommy and daddy cause they love u alot ok... Natalie says "hi friend" so please watch over her to ok! we love you more today then yesterday but not as much as tomorrow! Dont have to much fun! We miss you.... I remember the first time i saw you and your mommy... you guys were with your daddy christmas shopping and you and Natalie were so little... I remember seeig you when it was going to be yours and Natalies first day at skool... I know you were here for a short period of time but you left so many memories... im feel blessed to have had you in my life and to have memories of you.... your always gonna be Natalies best friend and Angel!!! We love you and miss you! cant wait to see you again!

Nana lit a candle on 6th May, 2008:

Hi little man ! how are you tonight ...in a moment I go outside to look at my favorite shinning star... YOU !!!!!
I do that every night... one night I couldn't find you because of the clouds . I miss you beautiful baby, it's so hard to live without you but I am trying ..... I know your Daddy needs me very much so I have to be strong, right?
Have a good night my guardian angel, I'll see you tomorrow.
Kisses and more kisses
Nana

daddy lit a candle on 5th May, 2008:

hey my little tough guy.. i miss u so much and every minute im hurtin baby boy, u already know it.. i know ur watchin over me an ur mommy and ur gonna protect us..i know ur in such a good place ..imma love u till god takes me away .. ur always gonna b my 1st babyboy.. my little man .mommy an daddy love u forever papi!!!!!!!!!

Dina Castillo (Filomena Milillo's daughter) lit a candle on 4th May, 2008:

Dearest Angel Felipe,
Keep watching over your family,They all need you so much..
I pray for them to heal from your loss,I know it is not easy..
Rest Peacefully sweet baby boy..
and to the Family,you are in my continued prayers,God Bless You All!!
with love:Dina Castillo

Chris (Brayden Szerlag's mom) lit a candle on 3rd May, 2008:

I am so sorry for your loss of little Felipe. Please accept my most heart-filled condolences. Little Felipe is such a handsome little man, and now he is one of God's most beautiful angels. I pray that you are able to allow God's love to fill your heart, and help you to heal from this devastating loss. Little Felipe will be with you in spirit for all the days of your life, until the time you are called to be with him again. Please take care, and know that I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers.

Your Nana lit a candle on 1st May, 2008:

Hi beautiful boy ... how are you today ???? I hope you are busy playing with your friends. We are here missing you every minute of the day, I have u so close to my heart that it feels like you are right here with me, sometimes I find myself talking to you like I used to do. I love you so so much lil angel.
Nana

Austin Lucas MOmmy lit a candle on 29th April, 2008:

Hi Handsome Just wanting to stop by and let you know i'm thinking of you. I hope you are helping your nana and mommy stay strong. Send your family down lots of hugs and kisses with your little angel wings. You and Austin Have fun with the rest of the little angels. And thank your Nana for all the candles she has lit for my little Austin they mean so very Much. Rest in peace little angel.

Austin Lucas's Mommy lit a candle on 28th April, 2008:

I Just had to stop and see your handsome little face today. you are such a cute little angel. It look as if your family is doing such a good job on your page I bet you are watching over them so proud. Help them stay strong little one I know how much they must miss you and love you. I hope that you have met my little Austin I'm sure he is up there showing you all around heaven and you guys are play with all the other little angels. well little one stay close to your mommy and nana And help them stay strong.

Nana lit a candle on 27th April, 2008:

Hi Lil Flip, how are you doing? I wish I could hear you telling me you are having lots of fun with your angels friends...I bet you have lots of them. You are such a good boy that probably they all love you up there.
I miss you handsome boy !!!!!!! Please help your Mommy and Daddy, they are so sad and they miss you so much. I'll talk to you tomorrow my lil guardian angel. And I LOVE YOU so so much.
Nana

Nana lit a candle on 25th April, 2008:

Here I am my little man.....just wanted to say Hello to my adorable Lil Flip. I miss you every day even when I sleep, I wake up in the morning thinking of you, the house feels so empty without you !!!! and I will never stop telling you how much you mean to me, you will be always in my life
I love you and miss you my love.
Your Nana

Gevy Kent-Waller lit a candle on 23rd April, 2008:

I am so sorry to hear about the passing of little Andres. Please accept my condolences at this difficult time. Your family are in my thoughts. May God grant you peace.

Your Nana lit a candle on 22nd April, 2008:

Hi my "Little Man", I just miss you terribly, I think of you every day all day, I feel so empty without you my little angel....I found a shiny star and every night I go outside and talk to it....I know it's you my love !!!!!
Have fun in Heaven lil Flip !!!!!

Austin Lucas's Mommy lit a candle on 20th April, 2008:

what a handsome baby you had now a handsome little angel I'm so very sorry for your loss. You and your family will be in my thoughts and prayers.

Felipe I hope that you Are having fun in heaven. stay close to your family. rest In peace little angel.